Friday, November 20

你为什么说谎 ?

Saturday , Samuel's Birthday Bbq .
Brought spades clothes for him , he like it ((:
Brought kappa bag for Jin Wei , he like it ((:
Touched .
The food was nice man , hahas .
The cheese cake was awesome (:
Hahas , i craves for cheese cake niahs .
I weighted 55kg , Holy Shyt !
I took the weighting after consuming the delicious foods so may be inaccurate rites ?
Zi wo an wei =x
Damn it , fattening ):

Sunday , work with Kah Shin .
Damn slack larhs .
Cheated =X
Kah Shin's cousin is so so so cute ! :D

Monday , job was postponed .
Zzz , wasted my time && money for heading to Jurong East .
Vain .
Completed watching Dial M For Murder .
The ending was disappointing i thought .
Cut hair , like finally ((:
Collected pay , distributed pay .
All desperate my money ._.

Tuesday , work .
So relax and slackish (:
Met kahshin at Jurong East .
Didnt got pay niahs , zzz .
Homed .
Prepared .
Met Kahshin first before meeting the guys at Japanese garden .
Jin Wei , Winston , Thu Yein , Zong Sheng , Kian Boon , Kah Shin and I were there to see the meteor shower (:
The sky was beautiful (!)
The first time i see so many stars in Singapore ! (:
Saw the Lion's belt (?)
Sadly it was cloudy , affecting the massive meteor shower that we should have seen .
Quoted from Jin Wei , it was a meteor droplets .
Lol .
Only able to saw 3 out of the 14 shooting stars .
So fast siahs , didnt even make a wish lorhs ):
But its alright , it was a wonderful experience .
Loved the time spent with them guys (:
Left at 6 plus in the morning .

Rushed home as i gotta meet xiaoyuan at 8am .
Was a little late =X
Met Miss Neo for some discussions .
Headed for leadership training .
Im so tired , couldn't concentrate at all , dozing off here and then =X
Crap siohs , it ended at 4pm ._.
Half-dead already ._.
Home .
Mum cooked maggie for me , so sweet of her , loved (:
Was able to watch Bfb for half an hour (:
Xiaogui's new album (!)
Love hero . Omg (!)

Met Xiao Yuan at Chinese Garden .
Meet Mr Khoo at the taxi stand dere , woots , he's driving us dere (:
Traffic jam siohs , hahas .
The stage was actually quite small lerhs , hahahs .
Camwhored (!)
I loved the performances man (!)
Loved guys who sings while playing the guitar , so shuai and zhen chen (!)
Wakakakas .
I Got A Feeling was so so so so so nice (!)
Phua Chu Kang meets Gurmit Sing , LOL .
The way Gurmit said who's gonna be out was damn shocking .
Im totally shock .
Suddenly he said , your idol journey has ended .
Normally , we would assume people who are the bottom two to be out marhs .
But is not .
Many cried ):
The atmosphere was weird niahs .
But overall , I enjoyed it a lot ! :D
First time having this kindda experience , during breaks , will have people entertain us de wors (:
Mr Khoo drove us home too (:
Down down down down down ~
Send Xiao Yuan home first .
Lol , im so funnie , giving lousy directions .
Lmao .
Thanks Mr khoo lots man , not only did he get the tickets for us , he also drove us there and back home ! :D

Thursday , slept till 11plus .
Wakakas .
39 hours of never sleeping lerhs , claps claps (:
Happy Birthday To Jin Wei ! =D
Catch 2012 with Jin Wei birthday boy , Zong Sheng and Kah Shin .
The movie was so so , okay okay lerhs .
Not as awesome like how many people had said niahs .
We would appreciate , care and cherish mother earth and the people around us more bahs .

Friday , woo , finally a day for me to stay at home and relax (!)
Work was cancelled .
I have not even started reading Odds Against ._.
Working tomorrow with Kah Shin (:

Photographs :D

Singapore Idol

Samuel's Birthday Bbq

Wednesday, November 11

Awww , i looks dumb .
My face is fat fat fat ):
Santosh , Jia Wei and Chester still say why i never smile , lol .
Please , I smiled so brightly lorhs =D
Byb .

Lol . This is the game of forming the longest line .
Circled in red is our group's =D
Circled in hot pink is ME ! =D
Check out wadd I'm doing .
Lol ! =D

We are putting everything back (:

Cant wait till next wednesday ! =D

When you give out compassion ,

it flows back to you in a river .

This is one of the oldest nature of nature .

As you give so shall you receive .

~ Miss Kong

Boooooooooo ~

It's Friday , the thirteen (:

It's World's Kindness Day today (:

It's also the last day of Headstart ! (:

Actually wanted to reach punctually for headstart dehs but .. hahas .

I was only punctual during the first day of headstart lorhs (:

Wonderful (!) =D

My hair is so stylo and cute and nice todayy ! =D

Lol , byb .

Geo was alright .
Had a test (?)

English was alright .
Learnt a lot (:
Watched half way through the movie - Dail M for Murder (:
Borrowed from Mr Glover the disc (:
Shall be watching it tomorrow with Kah Shin laopo and Yan Hong Asshole (:

Emaths was alright .
Test for the whole lesson .

After school .
Met with Xin Yan , Xiao Yuan and Shena for lunch (:
It was raining heavily so borrowed umbrella from Dear Yan Hong Asshole (:
Thanks a lot , my dear ! (:
All of us headed to Gek Poh .
Had lunch at Mac .
Wooo , Monopoly Singapore ! =D
I love ^^
Got free small fries ! =D
Sibei lucky siohs ^^
Was super hyper and kisiaos , as always =X
Had a great great great laugh ! =D
Hanging out with them will always be filled with laughter , and i love it ! (:
Im always happy form inside out when im with them ((:
Loved , Cherishes and Treasures .

Practiced .
So damn slack todayy =X
Having Choir Tee ^^
Having Choir Camp ^^
Gonna watch a Concert ^^
Watching Singapore Idol with Xiao Yuan ! ^^
Loved .

Shena presented presents to us from her Hong Kong trip .
That was so sweet of her (:
Still tell me cheap , smack her larhs , SD 10+ lorhs .
It's lovely , thanks girl ! =D

Left to Right : Bookmark that Miss Kong gave , little sweet gifts form Shena (:

Discussed with Xiao Yuan , Xin Yan and Aqilah for a while before heading home (:
Xin Yan so enthusiastic siohs , good good ^^

Actually wanted to cut my hair but the rain ._.
Haiish , I really couldn't bear to cut my beloved hair .
Heck care le bahs .
If realli very spoilt , i denn cut bahs (:

Samuel Papa's birthday tomorrow ! =D
Papa old liaos wors ! =D
Haha , you wait , a month later , i pei you become older (:
Heading to his Bbq (:

I shall sing a song for him now (:
As i may not have the time to post in few days times .

Happy Birthday to You .
Happy Birthday to You .
Happy Birthday to Samuel .
Happy Birthday to You ! ~

Papa , Happy 15th Birthday ! (:
May you enjoy yourself tomorrow , very very much (:
May you do well in your studies (:
May you stay happy happy happy happy happy ! (:
Papa , must smile wors ! =D
May all your wishes come true (:

Anything happens , daughter is here for you de kayys (:
Do remember to takecare of yourself wors (:
Next year O'levels liaos , we all must jiayou kayys ! (:
Gambette ! =D

Papa , Happy Happy Happy Birthday ! =D

Im getting fat liaos larhs ):
Fattening , awwwww ):

Im broke ):

Craves craves craves !
I wann demin skinnies .
I wann demin shorts .
I wann pink school bag . (MUST !)
I wann camera tees . (MUST!)
I wann shades .
I wann cap . (MUST!)
I wann wallet . (MUST!)
I wann headphone .
I wann leggings .
I wann shades .
I wann heels .
I wann pumps .
I wanna DSLR .
And many many more ..

I wann so many stuffs larhs ! ):

Feeling so miserable now ):
I had accidentally deleting all my chinese songs in my phone ._.

Arghs , i still sent twenty plus songs from Xin Yan's phone todayy siahs ):

Sighs , how bad cann this goes .

Feeling veri stressed up too ):

Cries .

Misses Lydia a lot ! ):

Drift apart ):

伪装我嘴角不屑

Halos , I'm back (:

It's 11th of November , hahas , special date .
11.11

Had been damn freaking busy for these few days ):

Hence not having the time to post .

Friday , Class Bbq

Met Yanhong at Jurong Point first .

I printed photos while she brought a container to contain the stars she folded , both were for our dearest Miss Kong (:

Made a card too , giraffe .

Went to Mac to do some final touch ups .

Headed to Eastcoast with Santosh , Winston and Jin kai .

On reaching Eastcoast , we walked from Area D to Area B , it's god damn long , zzz .

The beach is so beautiful ((:

Stopped at mac to paste the photo and to wrap the present .

The moment i reach the pit , I feel uncomfortable , I felt extra .

They looked so happy without me , why do i interrupt (?)

I just felt awkward , and i wanted to leave desperately =X

Harry came ((:

Gave Miss Kong the presents and took photo , zzz , kenna forced .

After that , took a long walk along the beach with yanhong (:

Collected some shells (:

Headed home with Santhosh , Jin Kai , Winston , Yan Zi , Gong Xin and Shi yang .

But half way , met the other half of the class with Miss Kong ((:

Went home tgt ((:

Jiawei took my earring to wear , lmao , so cute and funnie ((:

Took bus to City Hall (?)

Paisehs , forgotten liaos .

It was a happie back trip yeahs ^^

Saturday && Sunday && Monday && Tuesday , Work Work Work

Saturday

Gave out door to door flyers at 900+

Homed .

Met Kahshin and Jun Hao denn for the distribution of flyers at 700+ .

Homed at 7 plus .

Sweaty sweaty sweaty :(

Sunday

Gave out door to door flyers at 700+ and 800+ .

Many people helped , Thanks (:

Monday

School-ed .

Chemistry , arghs , i hate pratical , zzzz .

Titration sucks .

I sucked in practical , i know i know ):

Geography was total crap , i dunn like Mrs Chew teaching method =X

Seriously , i would rather read the textbook myself .

Please not let her be my Geo teacher for two zero one zero , please .

Awww , Miss Kong , im missing you badly ):

Biology was awesome like always (:

Joke around .

Loved Mrs Chang lots .

Amaths was a chit chat session .

Xiao Yuan , my lovely partner ((:

I love Xiao Yuan , LOL .

Crap , three papers to be done in three days ._.

Arghs .

Mission impossible (?)

Gave out flyers after that .

Thanks for taking care of me (:

Sorry to leave earlie .

Tuesday

School-ed .

Emaths , zzz .
Seriously , that teacher cannot make it okayys (:

English , continued watching Strangers On The Train .
I love the film damn lots ! :D
Heng nvr check homework siahs , phew .
Was too buzy , all homework not done =X

Chemistry , arghs , practical again .
Titration again .
Go die .
Zzz .
My readings are all wrong .
I felt so lost and helpless =X
Practical makes me feel damn lousy .
I suck big time in pratical and i hated it ):

Worked after that at IMM with Kahshin and Chintat .
Got two , weeeees ((:

Wednesday , Leadership Workshop (!)

Previously thought that i might not enjoy it but i was wrong (:
It was damn Funn Funn Funn ! :D
I enjoyed myself a lot a lot ((:

Jasmine ! :D

I was in Group Five ! :D
The instructors were awesome , Ethan , Joyce and Clementi .
LOL .

Played many games ((:
The first impression game was quite interesting ((:
Got comments like Fun , Pretty , Cute , Cheerful , Friendly , Serious , Amazing .
Amazing , that's a special one :)
Ethan said cute's defination was ugly but adorable , LMAO .
And if they wrote friendly , they hav nothing better to write , LMAO .

I love the " Form the longest line " game ! :D
Our group won , claps claps claps ! :D

The next challenge was to keep all the stuffs used for the line .
Hahas , so we've got to tie our shoe laces etc .

Played another game called the " Foot Count " (?)
I dunn remember the names niahs .
It was pretty challenging and tough , this really required team spirit .
Did it in group and as Pioneer leaders .
Playing as Pioneer leaders was realli though .
There was 89 of us and we have to do th required instructions together .
Okayys, this part sucked big time .
Skip skip skip , instructor was unhappy ):
And so got another try .
The last one was better ((:

Took Group photos ((:
I love my group ! ~

We were denn seperated into groups .
Ethan called for Jasmine .
Jana was there denn he said something which ive forgotten but it was like why i used Jasmine .
I replied saying that they said it was alright to use any name .
Heh , i win , bleahs :]=

So i was in the group called the core group .
We are the ones involved in Secondary One's orientation .
Next wednesday having training again (:
Ethan gave us a challenge , it was to know everyone's names and birthday in the core group .
Siaos .
Did Pioneer cheer .
The cheer not bad huhs , hahas (:
We were damn loud , scoring 7 , 8 , 9 and finally 9.5 out of 10 ! :D
For the very first time , I actually felt Pioneer Spirit (:

Homed .
Never work todayy cause i said i dunno wadd time it ends , hahas .
Finally i could take a break ! :D
Many homework , arghs .
Amaths test and extra biology lesson tomorrow .
Not working liaos luhs cause ending lesson at 2pm .
Sighs .
Emaths and Geography test on Friday ._.
Headstart only , also have test , zzz , give us a break ._.

Choir on Friday too , weeeets ! :D

Samuel's Birthday Bbq on Saturday .
Work on Sunday .
Im a buzy lady , LOL .

I bu ren xin to cut my hair ):
My hair ends are spoilt .
But if i cut , it'll be short ):
Awwww .

Photographs ((:

12-13 siahs . My birthday :))

The photo i printed :))

The first impression game ((:

Jasmine :)

Class Photo .

Prize

Sunday, November 1

Photographs :)

We looked so sweet (:

Aint they creative ?

Hehes , Mr Khoo's bag is so cute and lovely ! ~

Adorable juniors (:

Our dinner .

Really very cheap rights , is from the Malay stall .

Aniwaes , at least it tasted nice (:

I Love Choir x33
Thanks Mr Khoo and Miss Neo and All Choir Members for putting in so much effort for the performance ! :D

Headstart tomorrow ):
I hope Miss Aishah still teaches me Amaths .

Stupid phone ._.
My Nokia 5610 is having difficulty detecting memory card ._.
And my 2GB memory card has suddenly locked itself , wtf ._.
And Now im using 1GB which the phone also have difficulty detecting ._.
Sighs , all my songs gone le larhs ):
As i never save it in my computer .

Wth , how bad cann this go ._.

Saturday, October 31

Booooooooooo .

Happy Sweet Fourteen Birthday to Jia Yan ! ~

Was late in meeting Aqilah , Shena , Xiao Yuan and Xin Yan =X
But it's alright as they are still having their lunch except fer Xin Yan :]=
Went to buy ribbion , Baby blue and Yellow (:
Headed to my house .
They stayed in my room while i enjoy my lunch w my mum outside (:
Aqilah put on make up .
I've alr put on mine before meeting them .
Aqilah helped me put on blusher , thanks ! :D

Walked to school .
Met Esther on the way (:
We were late , haha , many were .
I thought the lab will be opened lorhs .
Cause someone said that she will come earlie to open it de lorhs ._.
Shuo hua bu suan hua ._.
So search for teachers as nobody listened to my phone calls ._.
Be chairperson really veri tiring siahs , every choir practice , run up , run down =X
Heng heng saw Miss Neo (:

Open the lab , Mr Khoo came , did warm-ups .
Did some change of style in our hair by tying Baby blue ribbons .
And also Yellow ribbons on our finger to create effect (:
Went mama shop w Shena and Xiao Yuan to buy clips and rubber bands for the styling .
The effect was damn nice ! ~
We all looked so sweet ! ~
Especially Ponname with that See Mun Copyrighted and assisted by Xiao Li's Ribbon Hairband , haha , she looks so adorable siahs , happie happie , claps claps ^^
Go through the songs for a few times , one w the presence of Miss Neo .

And we were off to hav our earlie dinner ~
Thanks , Mr Khoo , for treating all of us drinks ! :D
Green Tea ! ~
So so so sorry to Xin Yan , Shena and Aqilah !
They were saying that my elder brother dunn look like du shu de liao .
Denn they ask if he good in studies anot .
Denn i say , he Na wadd , still du shu de liao merhs =X
Holy shyt , i indirectly insulted them ! ):
We were all laughing and laughing .
Xin Yan said that i finally say my xin di hua ):
Denn they kept heh me .
Haiyo , why my life i always say wrong things de .
Another incident was with Yu Ling =X
I damn guilty larhs , sorry sorry !
But very fast , we okay le (:
Thanks for forgiving ! ~

Denn headed back to lab .
Camwhored ! ~
Denn practice for one more round with the presence of Mdm Shanti ! ~
It meant alot for her to be there to see our performance (:

Denn it was to assemble at hall liaos .
Mr Khoo was so nice , he headed to Jurong Point , Mini Toon , to buy sweets for us siahs ! :D
Thanks very very much ! :D

Went to meet Mum and brother .
Wah kao , the school prepared such a sumptuous feast siahs .
Got mee hoon , chicken wing , cake , zui gui , dumpling , bao , chun juan ...
Parents eat so good denn we students work so hard for thr performance , eat so plain and cheap only ._.
Crapp , zzz .

Headed back to hall , Xin Yan they all re-designed Mr Khoo's bag , haha , Kawaii ! ~
He kept laugh after seeing his cute bag , hehes (:

Soon , the prize ceremony started ~
The guest-of-honor , dua pai siahs , late by 10 to 20 minutes (?)
I nvr wear my specs ._.
Sighs , forgotten .
Haha , Xiao Yuan photo appear on the screen during Mr Nathan's speech , wakakas .
Speech by Nathan and Mr Ang .
Skip skip skip .

Dance performance was great or shall i say i always fancied dance (:
They say they did not perform as well as yesterdae's rehearsal wors , idk larhs , cant see larhs hors .
That sec one girl is so damn flexible mann , i bet she learnt dance at a very young age , admired ! ~
I thought she ah lian type siahs but she isnt luhs , damn impress by her flexibility ! :D
Wooooo ~

Denn was performance by band .
No comments ~
Bleahs :]=

Denn was presentation of long service awards .
Woooooo ! ~
Miss Chua ! ~
Mrs Faith Tan ! ~
Mdm Sri ! ~
Mr Glover ! ~
Claps claps , to all good teachers that served pioneer for 5 , 10 and 15 years ! :D

Denn was prize presentation for Sec One .
Haha , Choir clap for choir members yea (:
Ponname , Best in Mathematics ! ~
Ariel , Best in Mathematics , History , Home Economics and Overall Best in Standard ! ~

Denn was performance by Gu Zheng .
No comments ~

Denn was prize presentation for Sec Two .
Another round of applause ! ~
Kuaganeswary , Best in Higher Tamil Language ! ~
Wendy , Best in Chinese ! ~
Asmeera , Best in Malay ! ~
Li Yuan , Best in Mathematics and Geography ! ~

Choir performance ! ~
Mr Khoo say we did not perform as well as rehearsals ):
The moon not bad larhs .
Mr tan say it was good , thanks (:
Somewhere over the rainbow , Soprano's were off ):
But our effect was nice , nice , nice , nice ! ~
I ask my mum and brother , they tink Somewhere over the rainbow nicer lorhs , hahas .
But in fact , the moon should be nicer ..
Hehes , to me , we were loud lerhs though Shena say not .
And we did very good kayys , so happie and proud of it ! (:
Happie happie .

Denn was prize presentation for Sec Three .
I were so happie after performance that i rann to the wrong standing position , hah .
Amira called me back , thanks (:
Wtf , the bench that choir stand on that were carried by th two indian guys , bang against me siahs .
Zzz , they still laugh , how funnie ._.

Thu Yein Toe , Best in Amaths ! ~
Yan Zi , Best in Mathematics ! ~ Sighs , one more mark ._.
Amira , Best in Science (Chemistry/Biology) ! ~
Kuan Hui , Best in Combined Humanities (Literature/Social Studies) ! ~
Arni , Best in Design and Technology ! ~
Jaime , Best in Principles Of Accounts ! ~
Zuraidi , Best in English and Physics ! ~
Santhosh , Best in Tamil and Combined Humanities (History/Social Studies) ! ~
Xiao Yuan , Best in Biology , Chinese , Combined Humanities (Geography/Social Studies) and Overall Best in Standard ! ~
13 out of 20 prizes were taken by 3v6 siahs .
Round of applause ! (:

Performance by Harmonica .
No comments ~

Performance by Drama .
Arni act de nice siahs (:

Finale .
School song lead by choir ._.
How funnie , no mike also , wadd lead by choir lorhs .
Onli choir , guzheng and band on down stage .
Other's on stage .
On stage shuang lorhs can use those pops .
All those papers fall down on Choir lorhs , so suay .
End ~

Went to Mum , ask them to head home first , haha , shun bian help me take my certificate home (:
Took Choir group photos ! :D

Headed back to lab .
The school is damn creepy at night siahs .
Still wann over night camp ._.
Mr Khoo talk to us for a short while . Off pitch .. Mr Tan ..
Sang Birthday song to Jia Yan ! :D

Homed with Esther and Shena ~

Sighs , yesterday's bfb was xiaogui's lian ai bfb siahs .
Missed .
Set alarm but did not woke up , zzz .

Shall post photos very soon (:

Friday, October 30

Jump Jump Jump .

Happy Fifteen Birthday to Vanessa ! ~

Awards Ceremony later .
Gonna be so damn tired larhs .
Meeting Xin Yan , Shena and Xiao Yuan in less than an hour time (:
Choir must Jiayou ! :D

Sighs , just a mark away from getting best for overall mathematics ._.

Cried in school so many times yesterday =x

Miss Kong is leaving ):
This made me cried three times .
Im really gonna miss her .
She is indeed a very good and caring teacher ! (:
When i moody and stuffs , she always ask me if im okay , showing me her care and concern .
And she always encourage me to socialize .
She seems to know many things , maybe that's the power of being a psychologist bahs .
And because of her leaving , i understand the importance of the Teacher's Day Performance .
Well , I apologize for the sucky fuck up attidue i gave , which you all hated .
And Im tinking whether or not to go for Class's Bbq ..
Shall see , i go there also extra only ._.
Anyway they dislike me marhs , so wadd for make people see someone they hate and make their day worst rites .
Sighs .

Another thing .
Somehow we are getting banded for so many subjects ._.
I just cried when i knew the fact that Im gonna be seperated for Yanhong Asshole .
Im just damn sad .
Damn damn sad ! ):
Let's just hope this is only for Headstart .

Shall blog more tomorrow bahs .
Off to prepare and meet them le (:
Byes .

Jiayous to all performers ! :D

Monday, October 26

Oh , happy dayy ~

Woots , happy happy day ! :D

Went to central todayy w mum and bro .
Haha , saw lots of nice nice nice nice clothes ! :D
Cause here currently having pasar malam and bagi .
Hahas , no need go bugis also cann find nice bugis clothes here (:

At first wanna buy high waist skirt , 10 bucks siahs , cheap cheap cheap !
And also a jacket , 10 bucks too ! :D
And also a blue boyfr shirt , 10 bucks too ! :D
But the material sucks lerhs ):
So in the end nvr buy .

Denn walked down further .
Also got boyfr shirt , i choose a pink one (:
But come to tink , quite common lerhs ..
So choose others (:
So i choose a big big " zebra pattern " shirt (:
It's so style larhs ! :D
Wakakakakakas , mad :D
Now tinking , i would lyk to buy that boyfr shirt siahs , lmao .
Haha , aniwaes , is gonna be there for a time , i can always go and shop :D

Headed down and saw demin shorts ! :D
Screams ! ~
Lol .
Brought one .
One fer 8 bucks , two fer 15 bucks .
God damn cheap rites .

Spent 18 bucks in all .
Sighs , broke liaos lorhs ):
But nevermind (:
Have nice nice nice clothes (:

Thanks mummy for tolerating this crazy daughter ! (:
I kept on choose clothes denn she alr sick le still hav to wait for me and also giv me comments .
It made her feel so unwell =X
So sorry !
Thanks , mummy (:
Loves you lots ! ~
Muacks .

Btw , changed phone and line le .
Changed to Starhub .
Now using Samsung Omnia Pro B7320 .
Cann use phone surf net like siao (:
So currently using phone to blog (:
But i need to from zero learn how to use this phone lorhs ):
Never use before Samsung .
All my phones since my first phone are Nokia (:
Somemore is keyboard type keypad , so difficult .
I wonder how Jolin can text so fast lorhs .
Terence boyfr first to know wors , hahas .
He so funny larhs ! (: Hehes .
Second is my lovely darling Lydia (:
Im lazy to tell others larhs .
Bleahs :]=

Choir tomorrow ! ~
Yeahs ! ~

Tata ,
Going to bake cookies le (:

Sunday, October 25

Silence

Totally worn out after Friday and Saturday .

Damn regretted for not choosing Or siahs .

I knew how to do it . It was so simple . Sighs .

Either onli scored me 4 and is a fail ._.

My eighty plus marks , haiish .

Learn matrix liaos .

Miss Aisha fast and efficient as usual .

Choir after school .

Woots , so funn , happpie and highh ! ((:

Not fair , disiao me and not xiaoyuan ._.

Tmd , bias bias bias ._.

Quite shock lerhs , i have quite a number of clothes w the basic colors .

4 blue . 1 green . 2 yellow . 2 purple .

But dunno wadd to wear siohs .

I wann wear the ip zone jacket ! :D

But dunn tink cann ):

Kahshin laopo came my house at 5pm plus .

I onli get to sleep at 7am ):

Tired like hell .

Went out yesterday to help someone out .

Boys over flower ending not bad wors (:

Tao hua xiao mei not bad wors (:

Bleahs .

Too tired , hit the sack earlie .

Tomorrow quite a number of school off ehs .

Pioneer , Jurong West , Hong Kah .

Maybe going out with Darling Lydia to Bugis Bugis ! ^^

But im broke ):

I would like to buy demin shorts and tees first (:

Shall see .

Cookind dinner tonight , wakakas , so long nvr cook liaos .

English C5

Mother Tongue A1

Biology A1

Chemistry A1

E Maths A1

A Maths B4

Geography A2

Social Studies C6

Combined Humanities B4

Crap .

Bye .

Im too nice .

Thursday, October 22

The day suck as expected .

Ran non-stop five rounds (:

Rehearsal suck , throw our face only , tmd ._.

Practice was awesome (:

Jana pissed me , fcuk .

Papers are all back ..

My English sucks like hell , disappointed , i might drop , cries ):

My Mother tongue was okay , not up to standard ):

My Biology was okay , not up to standard at all , it was crap ):

My Chemistry was okay , shocked . But didnt see the paper through , cann do better i guess .

My Geography was okay , added marks ^^ but still not up to standard ):

My Social studies sucks , tmd , pull my humanities down ):

My Amaths sucks , fcuk , careless like wadd ):

My Emaths was okay , damn careless , zzzz .

MYE {L1R5 : 19} EOY { L1R5 : 13}

MYE {L1R5:14} EOY {L1R4 : 9}

Okay , im trying to tell myself that i did better denn MYE and i should be happy ._.
Hah .
Whatever .
Im dumb and useless .

Period .

Wednesday, October 21

I'm feeling very lousy and terrible today .

Damn , it hurts .

Ouch .

It feels awful .

Well , who cares anyway .

I'm so disappointed .

I'm such a sore loser .

I'm useless .

I'm dumb .

Hah .

Tomorrow will be worst .

Damn .

Cry Cry Cry .

Your might not care but .. I do give a damn .

Care for me , could your ?

All i wanted was for your to care .

I'm still a human .

Oh , what am i tinking .. Whatever .

Tuesday, October 20

Heys heys heys .
She wolf .

Life is so funn and relax and substantial after the exams (:
Hah .

Sunday's outing was cancelled .
Nevermind , did some other important stuffs .
Lol .

Went Jurong point and Lydia darling's house yesterdae (:
Did some solo shopping ^^
Long long long time nvr meet her up liaos , miss her lots ! (:
Haha , not veri long larhs though .
Will meet her real soon ! :D
Haha .
Loves loves loves ! :)

Bake cookies todayy .
Haha .
I love baking ! :D
It is so delicious ^^
Kahshin laopo and yanhong asshole asked me out .
Lol , lazy lazy , never go denn .

I have six pet frenxr now , lol .
Yanhong Asshole , Yiuwei Cute Cute , Terence Dumb Dumb , Samuel Papa Papa , Ivan Yeye Yeye , Lydia Darling Darling ! ^^

Did Lydia quiz . And got 40% ._.
Sighs .
Wadd a shyt bestie i am hors .
I thought she like Show th most wadd .
Haha , grab money , nice one .
For the guy , hahas , realli dunno .

Schooling tomorrow , awww , papers =X
Choir practice too , i tink , hah .
Im super looking forward to choir ! :D When all the world ~
Perfomance next Friday .
Jiayous jiayous ! :D

Saturday, October 17

Halo ! :D

Bloggie is so dead dead dead ._.

Zzz .

Oh yesh , exams are over .

Disappointed . Like very .

Big disappointments this time round ):

I'm so no gonna reach my targets ):

I felt so disappointed with myself ):

Sighs .

8th October 2009

English paper one is so not gonna make it .

The speech was horrendous .

So was the essay .

But at least i tink , th essay will be better denn that crappy speech .

My essay and speech were very very very singlish ..

And i didnt have the time to check for grammar mistake .

Sighs .

Im so gonna drop out of Mr Glover's class ):

Sighs !

I dunn wann !

I learn alot this year . Alot alot alot .

Chinese paper one . Haha .

This is funny .

I actually wrote gong han instead of si han in the end .

The essay , haha , crap crap crap .

No time to check once again !
Sighs .

9th October 2009

English paper two .

No time to check lerhs .

It was easy , i tink =X

Haha , but my results confirm not veri nice de . Hors .

Mother tounge paper two .

Wahs , Miss chua siao liaos hors .

My hands ached like hell cann .

Need to write so much !

I didnt have the time to check !

Gosh !

Hope i do well bahs ..

Im counting veri much on Chinese for my As .

12th October 2009

Emaths Paper one . Haha .

Not bad huh .

Easy easy .

Sadly , im a careless princess .

We shall see bahs .

Geography . Hah .

I am totally speechless .

I dunno wadd to say .

Shall see , shall see .

13th October 2009

Two major papers .

Biology paper two .

It is the worst paper ive sat for in this end of year exam .

Not enough time !

More than twenty marks are gone ):

Sighs .

And there goes my A .

The paper is total madness !

Kao lerhs , keep ask similarites and differences , zzz .

Many was unable to finish it lorhs .

Mrs chang still so happy happy say that the paper was easy .

Sighs .

Its not easy , totally NOT !

D I E , F O R S U R E !

Amaths .

Hahas , hahas , hahas , hahas ._.

It was relatively okay .

But ..

I totally lose out on question 9 .

The circle question .

The whole question i dunno how to do siahs , 10 marks , zzzz .

Sighs .

I dunno why , i totally forgotten how to do partial fraction too , 5 marks , zzzz .

Didnt noe how to binomial theroem 10b , 3 marks , last minute i realize how to do it but it was all too late ! ):

Wasnt able to prove , 5 marks , expected .

In total , 23 marks gone .

Woww . Wowww . Wowwwww .

S P E E C H L E S S .

Bye bye , As .

14th October 2009

Three papers in one day .

The school is torturing the express students !

Emaths paper two .

Well , okay .

Graph , forgetten to bring over , zzzz . 3 marks gone .

Never did i knew how to compare graphs , so well , 2 marks for sure gone .

I knew how to do the angle of depression question .

But dunno why , my answer was wrong , zzz .

Im pretty sure the method that i did was right .

But as always , my hands dunn work with my brain , my thinking is constantly wrongly conveyed on the paper ! :(

Always like that de , my carelessness always pull my marks down ):

Social studies .

Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahas .

Wow .

My humanities is so , so , so , so , hopeless .

Let's just hope my SEQ was well done .

Chemistry Paper One .

Okay okay .

Definately got mistakes de .

I know two marks alr gone .

Just hope i cann do well bahs .

15th October 2009

Happy Birthday to Xinyi and my cute cute Brother ! :D

Chemistry Paper Two .

Gosh .

I made the wrong choice .

I should have chosen OR .

For EITHER , i onli know how to do the 4 mark question .

The other 6 marks , i only tigam tigam siahs .

Well , im not very confident ! =X

Though i felt the most prepared for chemistry .

Sighs .

Biology Paper One .

Wow .

May god protect me .

Chehs .

Haiyo , why must Biology make me feels so defeated and lousy .

Haiish .

First lesson back to school is biology , god damn no no no !

I might cry , who knows .

So tired .

For two weeks , never really had the chance to sleep and replenish my energy .

The moment i lay on my bed , fireworks of feelings exploded inside me .

My bed feels so soft man .

Hahahahs (:

Polo boys not bad ehs .

Hahas .

Well , for the very first time , my school have marking day , wow .

Two days somemore , so good to us for the first time sehs .

So im off from school for friday , saturday , sunday , monday and tuesday .

Woosh , five days .

Hahas , going out with yanhong and kahshin tomorrow , sian , kindda lazy , shall see .

伪装自己。

自我安慰。

不屑。

心里的痛，不知如何说，也不知和谁说。

心里的不满，我不敢说，因为我怕失去。

被误会了我也不去澄清。

我用真心，真意，真诚，对待你们。

但在你们的心理，我很假，对人好是有目地的。

我常常为你们改变，为了使你们接受我。

我只想诚实的面对自己，所以在事务上的不满我会表漏。

你们就让我保留最后一点点的特权嘛。

为什么，我做什么，在你们的眼里都是屎，都不好？
为什么？

我也是人。

我不爱也不擅于被人沟通，这不代表我很骄傲嘛。

为什么要在我背后说难么多难听的话。

你认为我很好受吗？

九年了。

一切都自己承担，很辛苦，很累。

从头到尾，这条路都是我自己走。

哭了，累了，跌倒了，我得爬起来，笑着面对。

加油吧，路还很长。

不要哭，你是坚强的！

用手背察掉泪水，勇敢的活出自我。

加油，郑诗敏！

若人类没有心胀，那该多好呢。

痛了，也不知，也不流血，也不喊痛。
伤了，也不自责，也不会流一滴泪。

累了，也没感觉。