Byebye 2011

Actually come to think of it, I didn't achieve much in 2011.
Time really flies, and I've been working for almost a year.
I'm numb to work already and I guess this is really the signal for me to quit officially.
Asking me why my face is always black well, cause I'm numb.
I'm just working aimlessly and blindly.
Work had really took up much of my time.
Holidays I'm working, Weekends I'm working.
So many hours spent on achieving bucks that I've spent lesser time with my love ones.
Or, even, spend some quality time doing something I love, alone.
And it's not shopping.
But like what I enjoy, what I love.
Singing, dancing, baking.

So today, marks the last day of 2011.
I've been stronger, as in, I've been facing more stuffs alone now.
At the end of the day, at times, yes, I do feel lonely.
Like I miss having that someone who I can always count on, that someone who I can blabber nonsense to, that someone who never fails to make me smile, that someone who makes me want to spend my whole night texting till I unknowingly fall asleep, that someone who makes me feel love.
A boyfriend is different from girlfriends.
Is just different.
I'm not desperate for one.
But, I'll just wait for the right one who makes me feel like a special girl again :)

2012 is coming.
I don't hope big.
I just want to be happy.
I just want to be a better person.
I just want to spend more time with my love ones.
I just want to treat myself better.

I've really lost hope in losing weight larh, lol, every year same resolution but forever never come true.
Don't know what to wear later on, hope later will mark a great end to 2011 and a great start to 2012 :)
Sighs, feeling like shit. Okae, I'm gonna sleep off my sorrows for the last time in 2011.

New year, new life, new people, new endeavors, new leaf.

"There's more to life than being alive."