Nothing worth having, comes easy

I'm depressed. Disappointed. Got a fucking B for bullshits that I've placed my heart and soul in. Maybe I am the only one to be blame. Because I screw up my individual reflection as I did it last minute while at work during break, via phone. But still, it felt undeserving. Is like I did so much and I was graded so badly. While on the other hand, others did nothing and got even higher grades, a A somemore. I wna like kill myself. I was stupid to let them get the credits for the work I've and We've done, not they've done. I cried. In front of teacher. Really damn sorry about that. In the end teacher need to comfort me, lol. But is just damn piss and sad, you know. Because I've really done almost everything, from the start to the very end with the help of Jing and Amanda. But the others just did nothing, and only did what we told them, not taking any initiatives at all. And wtf, they got the better grade. As the reports are graded on the group as a whole, so the report we did, they got the credit for it too. Kjustfuckitman. Is like hardwork and all the sacrifices going down the drain. I was stupid lah, why so stupid, always so independent, always wna do everything yourself. Even projects till now, I just need to do everything myself cause no one bother asking and I just really damn lazy to be bothered already. Fml. Always doing more but in the end, deserving the least. That's the hard fact eh, things behind the scenes will never be known, no matter how much effort you've placed in yourself, it is seen to be a group effort. Sighs, okae, I gna work on project now, really need to pull up my grades. Nothing worth having comes easy, and this is the price i need to pay. Jiayou, SeeMun, this is not the time to drown yourself in misery, you should use this fall as a force to motivate yourself to work even harder. BULLSHIT, FCKINGSADLAH, KBYE.